Depression
SOOO....MANY THINGS INSIDE MY HEAD. I CANT CONTROL MY MIND ANYMORE. TRY TO REMOVE THEM ONE BY ONE BUT I FAILED. I LOST MY MIND SO MY ANGER SEALED ME. IT SEEMS TO BE THIS DAY WOULD BE MY 'EVIL' DAY.....
Dri pagi tadi saye x mood nk borak2 ngn kwn2 sume. Dorang lyn saye pon saye x lyn. Sorilah ye..? Saye x brniat utk wt cmtu. Saye cume x de mood sgt arini. Bnyk prkare yg brtimbun2 dlm kepale otak saye ni. Bagai hmpir nk pecah dh. Trus ke makmal KIMIA dgn muke 'hantu' saye ni. Cikgu ajr saye dgr je. X de respons lngsung. Habis klas kima, AKAUN plak. Semakin STRESS saye. Pening................nk menjerit rasenye but try to control.
Rehat lepak kt kelas je. Abes rehat teacher masuk utk BI. NO INTERESTING EVENTs. So, lets so straight to BIO. Mase inilh saye jd jahat dgn kawan2. Bile dorang tegur saye, tibe2 saye tengking dorang. I'm sorry. I didnt mean to harm you all bt i lost my mind. I cant take this anymore. GET OUT FROM MY HEAD.....Next after Bio is BM. Mase inilh dpt ilangkn stress tp cume half saje. Another half is still trap inside my head.
YEAAHHH..,, ARINI BALIK AWAL....
Alhamdulillah, arini dpt balik awl. Jimat 1 jam. Hilanglh stress saye. Tibe je balik umah saye trus check enfon saye. Grrr.......0 mesej. Dorang x bls lg mesej saye dri semalam lg. NI YG SAYE MARAH NI....Xkn x de respons lngsung. STRESS DATANG BALIK. TIDAKK....KENAPE KAU DATANG BALIK TNPA BERI SALAM HA...? SUKE HATI KAU JE NK DATANG....try to calm, cool...
On9 facebook jap. Hmm...same je. X de pape prubahan. Skarang boring plak melanda. Aduuii..yaii...X de pape aktiviti ke kt umah? Tidolh kjp ilangkn rse stress. Bangun je rase better la. On9 balek kt facebook. Naseb baek ade org yg sanggup ceting ngn saye. Hilang rase boring. Petang plak men badminton. Huhuhu....syok abes.
At night, try to do somethings good that brings some advantages. Harap2 besok ade kelainanlh. Xnk jd mcmarini. X suke saye. ADD MATHS ade besok. Huhuhu....siap sedielh ngn KEPENINGAN melandA.
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